imeng story

Tonight, I weep once more, again and again, For a life that lies heavy upon my soul. Wearing smiles like masks for the world to see, While inside, I quietly crumble and fold. To be the light for others, yet lost in the dark— A quiet exhaustion, a silent toll. I keep hoping happiness will find its way, But it feels like a dream too distant to stay. Everything’s heavy, and nothing feels right, Even the daytime forgets to bring light. They’ve all gone silent, faded like mist, And I sit with feelings too loud to resist. Alone with my thoughts, no shelter, no sound— Just echoes of pain that circle around. Sometimes, I want to give up on what makes me feel small, On chasing things that never answer my call. I’m tired of fighting for what won’t be mine, For dreams that vanish every time I try to climb. Can I just say it, one more time, out loud? I feel tired, God, of all that You've allowed. The weight, the waiting, the silence I keep— It’s wearing me down, it’s cutting too deep. I’ve car...

Have you ever felt like no matter what you do, life just won’t go your way?
You try to work hard, you try to be a good person, you try to keep going—but somehow everything keeps falling apart. It’s like every time you build something, it crumbles right when you start to believe in it. Love doesn’t work out.
Work feels like a dead end.
And life itself? It feels heavy. Like you’re stuck in a loop where nothing ever truly changes, no matter how much effort you put in. It’s frustrating.
Not just because things aren’t going right—
But because you don’t even know why. You’re doing everything you can.
Trying to hold it together, trying to stay strong.
But nothing seems to move forward.
And the worst part is not knowing what’s wrong,
or how to fix it. Every night, I turn off the lights,
hoping maybe—just maybe—
I’ll fall asleep without thinking.
Without overthinking.
Without my mind dragging me through all the things I wish I could forget. But I can’t. Why is life so unfair? Why must I always ...